Had an amazing trip to Oslo with the two second biggest loves of my lives. Did the Norwegian morning show (which I absolutely love and adore. God, I’m famous..) God Morgen Norge. HUGE milestone for me and very humbling. Especially me and the first one, because we don’t do much really. Other than what we can do and are educated to do, to soften the extreme world the little one has entered. She doesn’t really need us, but I think we make her life a little less scary. And a little bit more of a viking warrior queen on a quest to save the souls of those looking to be saved !
Wow, I really hope you read that in the sarcastic way I’m doing in my head. Feel free to add a cliché hand gesture to go with it.
Also did another interview after the morning show. Which I wasn’t mentally prepared for, so I took it out on the guy doing the interview. He was really sweet and not to be blamed. I’m lucky just to be interviewed, you know?? Viktoria??!
He forgave me though. This thunder of a woman.
Obviously talked about my favorite subjects. IN the world. Anxiety and mental health issues. And my sisters.
Even as I’m speaking about anxiety I rarely allow myself to accept my anxiety.. You know what I mean? As I’m talking about not fearing it I’m battling a storm on my inside to hide the fact that it’s happening right now..? How strange.
But this was actually a bit different. Maybe the morning show warmed me up. But no fucks were given after that. I was just myself and actually felt calm during this interview.. Maybe because I actually said what I meant. I don’t know, but I was relaxed.
Dis made me happy.
Oh, and I broke my phone and we missed our flight back home.
But that’s a different story.
Now I’m about to start packing for ITALY!!!! Leaving on Saturday, got my shit waxed today and feel ready for everything that comes my way! I’m so very much in love and love my life. I feel lucky. And I don’t believe in luck. So that’s lucky.
It isn’t sarcastic I believe that aurora is here to help other souls you can feel it I guess and yeah u are very lucky which is also my “favorite” word and also yes you famous 👏🤔
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Actually saw the interview with the three of you on Norwegian TV, shame that I couldn’t understand it. Glad to see you two elder “Shield Maidens” are looking out for the “Little One” as you call her. All the best to all of you from an “Old Warrior” who is slightly “Weird” as well. Have a great trip to Italy, really enjoyed my holiday there.
Thank you Andy!! 🙂
I read the aurora viking savior imagining waving a heroic fist in the air 😂😊.
Cool how you put yourself in the interview environment and then felt calm after, that’s awesome!. Ive been applying to jobs all over town and have gotten a couple of interviews, so have been feeling anxiety and nerves in me, but i seem to get used to it as i go along. I guess when ive done the “hello my name is alyssa I recently applied blah blah blah” about 10 times that my body figures out how to get comfortable with itself and what its doing. Then there are the interviews, time to restart the process of nerves. Hah, But its been going well 😘.
I hope you have a lovely trip and the “luckyness” and smooth waxed skin is present all throughout
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😀 Thank you Alyssa! Good luck with the interviews, I believe in you! <3
reading through again and i saw the last picture placed after ” broke my phone, ” youre mid-blink expression, i laughed out loud.
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hey viktoria, i wish you and your family a happy midsommer ! i think we have more italy here for the moment than we need… 35 celsius… puhh that’s too much for me 😉 …by the way, you doing it very well in good morning norge, its on youtube, and aurora and the piano are sisters as well i think !
…isnt it a good sign to recognise that you can reach a meta-perspektive of your self while you “are” ? i mean the fact that you are in a different state of you (recognising) while you “are” in anxiety is a profound knowledge that there “is” a no anxiety while you observing it. may a way for delearning the body telling you that anxiety “is” (sein) ?! 🙂
have a great time in italy ! 🙂
Interesting..! I like it.
Thank you!! 🙂 Try not to melt away, I’ll be enjoying every degree! <3
you have to ! <3 …have you ever been in portugal in the late summertime ? if you ever fall in love with melancholy, you have to ! it feels like… https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rSycSBYHitc
Also i just noticed your Norwegian accent is different than auroras and congrats on all your success one day I’ll would to get one of your designs 👏⚘
Yes, quite different 🙂
Own it Viktoria, be the most unique, most anxious, most fuck all that noise and get on with it, most thoroughly authentic version of you there is.
I recently went on a political protest, organised by a friend I hadn’t seen in a long time. A brilliant woman who despite general and social anxiety organised a group of people, defied the establishment, raised her voice, stood before the public and the cameras and made herself heard. You wouldn’t have thought for a second she was scared.
I reckon you’re making real progress, in case you ever doubted you were. Interviewed on TV and you didn’t crap yourself. Sounds like you even enjoyed it! Keep fighting Viktoria, you got this.
I love watching people rise above it all, it’s beautiful, it’s inspiring.
Are you honeymooning in Italy? Have a wonderful time. 🙂
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I have “edited” this comment a million times… So I guess Ill just keep it simple. You are not alone. So many of us (including myself) fight and feel like you do every day. Your words help more than you may think.
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⭐ You are indeed inspiring Victoria. I think you have amazing resilience to be able to weather that perpetual storm within. The act of observing anxiety whilst in that state of anxiety is fantastic to be able to recognise especially when in a stressful situation!!
Mindfulness is an art, something which I battle with on a daily basis. My head could easily stay in the clouds (that’s the artistic side of me) or be bogged down with worry, dwelling on things that I should just let go of!). I have observed in past posts of yours (and love that you encourage this) is that it’s absolutely fine to not give a fuck and just go wild now and then!!!
Much love and respect for you and for the great love you have for your sisters! 🦋
Love and respect to you too Stella!! <3 You are very sweet and kind. Thank you!
I think you’re famous. //
haha <3