I’m working. How depressing. In the holidays. Which is typical me. Because I can never do anything before I’m forced to by deadlines holding me at gunpoint.
But it’s fine! As my eternally positive husband stated earlier today; we’re so lucky to be able to do stuff when everyone else is working!
True.
But I’m a millennial and therefore convinced that the world is against me, it is hard and I deserve better.
That said.. My medicine is working it’s magic and it seems my body has finally accepted them. As apposed to treating it as hostile foreign objects trying to steel my personality. Which is fantastic! I’m happy, things are easier. I feel lighter. It feels right, and life isn’t so hard anymore. It’s absolutely terrifying. And I can, for the first time in my life, understand why people go off them. Obviously not going to, but life is more boring on this side. I miss the feeling of being on a high (which is what we remember, right -the good stuff, never the bad. Stupid hoomans), and am seriously considering drugs. I’m joking, obviously. But you only know what I’m talking about have you ever had a day like that. But I’ll settle for normal and healthy balance! For now. Haha, joking.
Or am I..?
I am.
Anyway, I’ve worked all day, and am presently enjoying some holiday-like behavior. (Notice easter-candles and easter-socks knitted by my grandmother)
Obviously reading Victoria. You know, that other princess?
So.. this was boring. Book’s not, this post! But that’s my life now. That’s me now. Like that bunny filter on snapchat.
Knowing myself I’m sure I’ll manage to feel euphoria and get in trouble again.
Happy easter! Do like this boring but balanced broad and read a book. Drink some red. Eat some candy.
(I would’ve dropped mic here, but am no longer on a stage, therefore not holding one)
Boring is the new norm or a cool lifestyle nowadays 🤔👌🏻
We just learned something in class about the highs and lows, interesting how i read this in the same day. Also was brought to my attention how mental health isnt taught in schools. Today was my first day of spring term, thats all. My brother just got out of the army, we just drove with him across country. This is a very interesting change with ups and downs.
Have a lovely day/night and i hope something exciting happens sometime soon! ❤
So true Alyssa, I didn’t learn much either..! Nothing, almost, that I can remember..? This has to change!
Enjoy time with your brother 🙂
The Verve- the drugs don’t work. I forgot about this amazing group. If you haven’t already heard of them, listen to their greatest hits. Glad you feel better, whatever it takes
Thanks! Yes, I know them 🙂