Morning! Or after noon!
Small insignificant update, all though not to me and it is my blog after all; my shin is hurting again and today’s run had to be put on ice.. Literally. Chill the fuck out bro. Get some help.
But ok! There are worse things. On a positive note I get to wear this for work.. so who’s the lucky bitch really?
It’s (insert audio “it’s Britney, bitch”) me.
Been working hard this week, got the other one home late last night. Which was timed perfectly as I’ve been feeling rather lonely lately. I don’t often feel lonely, I usually love being alone and prefer my own company to anyone else’s that I can think of really.. But it’s a horrible horrible feeling, loneliness. Makes my heart break for all the lonely people out there without anyone permanent in their lives.. Did you know that babies can die without human interaction within a certain amount of time after birth? We’re meant to be together.
I can’t wait to have children. We’ve just started trying. Which freaked me out in the beginning but I’m now extremely excited about. Except from all the talking about the stuff, not very good with bodily functions. Wish I was more mature but.. -I ain’t. But I can’t wait. Maybe that’s why I’m feeling so lonely lately.. When I test negatively it reminds me that it’s still just me in this body.
Anyways. Point being that I get to treat myself with the other one to some Christmas shopping and wine later. Which makes me very content.
Have an awesome Friyay <3
Just to say Congratulations for trying to have a baby, it’s a wonderful news !!! It must be pretty scary, I know I am already scared, but it’s wonderful !
Have a wonderful day Viktoria !
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Oh no, you’re getting broody! 😀
Best of luck with all that stuff, this is the fun stage. 😛
I think I would come away from reading your blog (though I would not say anything to you) thinking it is a very positive thing that you are feeling a little lonely now at times; that, and wanting to ‘cram so many experiences into your mouth’ even though it frightens you that you might not last…you have had a taste for it now. Once the fire is lit…..and the wood is now nice and dry……just you try and put it out!
Luckily I have escaped having to deal with children’s ‘bodily functions’ despite all of my little friends (many of whom are now about your age and some with children of their own) sharing time ‘playing shops’, ‘bouncing on garden toys’, ‘flying kites’ ,’reading bedtime stories’ etc.
I did have to do it for one of my parents but you end up thinking of all they have done for you and when you are responsible for another you love, it happens without a second thought.
As for loneliness, it rather shook a friend and I to realise that as she and I stood in our local park, all of the people who walked past us were our Cousins (check it on Google) and for Europeans, it is claimed our paths crossed within the last thousand years….Oh, I guess that made her my cousin as well….Wow!
With that nice (or maybe worrying thought), I bid you a good weekend.
Peter <3 <3